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Why do I think nothing can be learned?
I don’t understand who to blame here; but something about the Media or the Capitalism (and more rightfully so; the both) has reordered things and people so uninteresting. And that is the force of “Specialization”. Bare with me for a while and I shall give you a full account on my beliefs and intention with this.
I used to have a messy place back in the days before I had found organizational boxes easy to purchase. In these days I found the inherit diversity of many unrelated things being within the same place to be musing. Yet, as all things come to and; my efforts to organize my life paused to give the whole place a boring look. Just boxes of the same dimension and color.

While all of this is true; the beauty of organizing the importance of the Specialization; all that we see and reuse daily; then there is this problem of Specialization killing the humanity of the humans.
Yesterday I was watching the TV and there was this comedy show with “funny” people; and then there was this “scientific” person who could not for his lif make something funny. And then he framed it as being in this would. And I was thinking of how much humanity can go wrong for associating certain personality traits; styles; and what have you with the specializations of a person?And just how ugly it seems. Why and just why do we have to have this form a life?

I wished of the many thins that could be described of 1285 was the fixing of this.
As I try to write this; I have before me the original print of Maestro Darwin’s Origin of Species; an original two-piano version of the Maestro Rachmaninoff’s Concerto to Piano No.2, Maestro Knuth’s Magnum Opus; and much alike.
I have wallpapers of my heroes; things of total beauty; And I was thinking, that perhaps, it is due to my image of the self; how I wished to be great; how I wanted to be of greatness; and how hard the path is.
This has been part of an every-ride. How must I have shaped myself either?
Something that has become clear to me is that all path of which I consider and believe is unhealthy is perhaps not as such. Close examination reveals that if such conduct was to be avoided; something else would have taken place; that if realized were to have much less favorable outcome.
And thus perhaps this is not the worst thing to happen after all.





I have known more people whose lives have been ruined by getting a Ph.D. in physics than by drugs.

