TRECENTESIMO TRICESIMO SECUNDO
VITAE POUYAE
We spent the whole weekend rehearsing with Zea for her presentation. Hope she's having fun now.
Creating things is combining many many things together. One must have mastered too many domains, too many techniques. And in making you'll never understand how much you have matured, as each of these things are tiny details which may feel worthless. But then together, they make sense.
And this is correct about ideas as well. Good ideas are perhaps the combination of many small ones. That is why they feel so fragile.
I'm tired of being this broke. This has been a year of living hard every single day. Someone at my level of proficiency must not be thinking if he can afford to take a taxi and survive this week.
One by one, my subscriptions are getting canceled. I don't have any money to pay them. I'm tired.
These days a "Feature" is a reason to accept feudalism.
Hollywood is basically an alignment system. They try so hard to be "fun" and reinforce the propaganda upon people. It is obvious; what is not obvious is why people keep feeding this trash to themselves.
