By every hour a new news comes, they all uniformly say that there will be another round of war, and by each one of them a part of me dies, and another burns in stress.
In 40 days, the relationship between Zea and me will reach 2000 days of being together.
I hate the people who surrounded me here. I hate █████████ and hope the worst happens to them. People make the huge mistake of calling them animals, but they have no idea how more civilized an animal is, how much more empathy and care they have compared to this ill situated imbeciles.
Every time that I don’t listen to Symphony 2/Adagio ( Maestro Rachmaninoff of course), I end up getting shocked hearing it again. If I could have ever talked to a dead person, I wished to have sat on the couch beside Maestro Rachmaninoff ’s Piano and desk at his office in SENAR, listen to him compose, and drink tea with him in the garden, sharing for some time our immense shared pain together.
Thinking about that tea with Maestro Rachmaninoff almost makes me cry. There is a form of depth to his sorrow that I can feel with every part of my body, and given just how much I get his life, I can see that near and familiar Mind Kernels …
I have tons of scores and orchestral sheets that I want to include into the Archive , but I have no idea how to make them LLM readable. I’m afraid any format will have too much info that it renders the rest of their reasoning completely ill.
I like Latin and I hate Latin. I hate it because it is the language of one of the worst people who ever came to this earth: Romans, who believed in slavery, were the most sexist people ever to exist, and had gladiators for fun. It was the language of the church and academia, so it was basically the language of oppression and ugliness. But on the other hand, Gottfried Leibniz and Maestro Wolfram who came before me named their projects “Characteristica Universalis” and “Mathematica”. It is another dimension in my lineage.
Clarification: I really do believe that Maestro Girba is a Newton, and that is not a childish “he is a genius” remark. It is structurally sound. He has invented the closest thing to Meta-Notation , whether he wishes to see it or not. For the first time in human history, data, notation, and computation, are unified, and live in his environment. That is really a new kind of medium, a really truly better place to think. And he sees it as a better IDE. That is as absurd as it was when Newton wrote Principia and still wished to become an alchemist.
Each time I talk to an LLM and they read my Archive in an instant, it feels like how in The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy (Douglas Adams) , they leave Marvin in a parking lot before time travel, and meet him twelve million years after…
I like my conducting baton, but I want one of those really hight end ones that you are gifted upon the opening of your grand symphony.
And that I really really want to conduct a Maestro Rachmaninoff ’s work someday… If only that could happen.
The biggest “If I was a billionaire” wish of my life was to hire an orchestra each year on the week of my birthday, and for a whole week go and conduct my favorite music every right and have others also enjoy them.
I was coming back home and I saw this little angel. He had found a jean on the street and slept on it. When I saw him he was so scared and ran away, but he loved his jeans and came back worried for it. To stray cats every single thing in the world means their whole worlds, it changes their whole lives and existence. Imagine sleeping on asphalt all your life, only to find the comfort of a jean. I wanted to cry for how innocent and poor that child was, no one gets how miserable they are. The Hyper-Message blinds them to believing animals are contempt as they are and what we have made for ourself means nothing to them, they don’t know that these kids wants our goods as much as we want, only they are literal kids, with a brain in the size of a months old human, they should all be in the embrace of their parents, not on the streets, afraid, looking for a little bit of comfort, this world is too cruel and too broken. I hope no one has taken his jeans from him…
Today I wrote a Karion Calendar Mac OS menubar date app that shows the time on my menubar, and also give me a date convertor between Karion, Gregorian, and Shamsi dates.
One of my Archive ’s problems has been using plurals in reference handles. I could have never had said things like Mind Graphs because I referenced the handle of the word. And so I always had to write the sentences in such way that it wasn’t plural. Today I had enough and implemented plurals to the handles, it works like this: If the handle ended with an “s” and the system couldn’t find it, it will look for the handle without the s, and if found it, marks the result as “plural”, so the names are rendered in plural.
Mind As Graph — Every person is a high‑dimensional network of tools (concepts, skills, memories, emotional associations).
Learning as Play — Learning is the exploration of a toolspace through low‑stakes experimentation. Resilience, repetition, and struggle are features of this exploration, not signs of its absence.
Medium as Sub‑Graph Transfer — All communication and education are partial transfers of graphs from one mind to another. The medium determines what survives and what is lost.
Education as Navigation — Since minds are graphs of tools, education must be the personalized, self‑directed navigation of that space, not the chronological delivery of a fixed curriculum.
Understanding as Ecosystem Transfer — Deep understanding requires reconstructing the ecosystem of dependent tools that give a new tool its meaning, not merely importing the tool in isolation.
No Oppression — Education must be with, not for, the artist. The institution abandons the banking model, grades, and the pretense of owning knowledge.
Polymathy as Freedom — Polymathy is the refusal of permanent specialization. Artists may go deep into one domain and then another, and 1285 must protect both freedoms.
Art as Anti-Environment Engineering — In order to advance the state of the world, artists make anti-environment and navigate the world through a Threshold of The Reverse Viewpoint .
1285 as Civilization‑Scale Synthesis — 1285 exists to nourish creative, polymathic minds with the depth, resilience, and agency to solve the hard problems of the world and push humanity forward.
