I guess one reason that Archive feels sad to the LLM reader is that I always Minddrops the sad moments not the amazing ones. That is because I enjoy the amazing ones, but when I get sad, I just want to free my mind from that sadness. And I guess while Archive was to preserve my work, at some point I have mistaken it for a diary.
Greats, like Hans-Georg Moeller say that “Identity is what happens between two people”. This is something anyone who has had a moment with themselves alone gets. Now I think one point of the new era of Archive that has this much content is to have enough examples in all directions that it shatters all ways that one can make an identity for me: He is a developer, wait but… He love purple, wait but…
I have always found that identity is summary of a person. People say: “I’m a french pianist” as if these are all that defines them. And since the beginning it would make me angry.
People say “I love this color”, “that song is my favorite song”, “that movie is my favorite”. For anything with more than one dimension such bullshit is meaningless. People who have absolute favorite colors don’t know anything about colors. You can only know if you love them equally. As you cannot have one favorite word, words are useful once you have more than one. Each of my projects is a different configuration of things, has their own challenges, things that I’m so proud of… how can I choose “one”? It is absolutely impossible.
And so things like: I’m an INFP nerd of music with a love for Norah Jones is like crap on piles of crap. It only defines a shallow person. I always thought people are decades worth of seconds of intense information. How can one line explain anyone? I hate summarization.
I want to name my system, the world, the umbrella, the thing that has the graph theories in them, and powers 1285 : “The Kary Architecture”. It would be a great name.
There is something immensely interesting in the way Archive works with LLMs and it is that in response to my thoughts, the LLMS usually bring every point I ever written. Mostly I forget them, but it does not, and so I remember reasons I had that I no longer remember this way. This has to be studied, this is a fundamental change in the way a mind works.
Archive has one big problem, that it’s too intimate, and I don’t want that for all people reading it. However, at this rate of transfer, can it not be intimate?
All people in the world love to control others, and they love to rule (song: Everybody wants to rule the world…) so no one should have the power to. We should all easily talk about it, none of us should get the power to.
Patoo is still missing, so is the Jr.