People here are talking about how this company has the idea of “treating people such, that when they leave, they talk nice about us”, because they care about their brand. This “functional moralities” is disgusting.
Imagine the humanity and dignity you have is not because the other person has humanity, but because of the rules of the business for profit. Don’t you get disgusted by the enormity of the fakeness of this treatment?
My ultimate problem definitely comes down to the resources. It is perhaps what pushes Dynamicland to its boundaries and also Maestro Victor ’s work.
Designing the 1285 requires me to give my artists a lot of space and that is the boundary I cannot fix. What happens if I have to scale the system or how should I bring it to the less fortunate?
You see, I’m grappling with the problem. I really hope that someday 1285 doesn’t have a place, as it be an idea, a practice that can be copied by any means, by anyone, by any level of funding. But currently, I have to provide a place, and places are so expensive for what they must have. I’m not sure if it’s going to succeed without this much help from the others.
And if you cannot succeed without help, without finding help, without justifying the money that comes from other places just to help you, you will not succeed. It can be one experiment. Experiments can be founded, but then I have to lower the cost, and lowering the cost is the boundary. I have no idea how I should handle it.
I’ve been having talks on 1285 with the highest orders of the highest universities in Iran, the biggest people in Iran, the most serious people in Iran. This idea will either be a revolution in unimaginable size, or make me a clown nationwide with everyone; every big name, knowing it. I have to be so serious in the meeting, and then I go back to my drawing, and it becomes like I’m a stupid person.
Yesterday I finally bought the Esterbrook Nook Pen Case, and I feel so sophisticated. I feel like a true romantic.
Also I bought a Herbin Bleu Nuit ink on Wednesday (30⟡139) and it is so amazing, but then deciding which pen should be filled with it, and where to use it is destroying all the order in my life.
I keep finding definitions for art. It’s not one thing.
Aurora’s “Echo Of My Shadow” is a masterpiece I found today. What a song… Her voice, the way it works as a lead violin, and everything in the orchestration… Magnificent…