People inherently want to show off, they want to show how brilliant or unique their things are. It is like the excitement of watching a new episode and wanting to discuss it, when you do it with someone who has finished the series… it is no fun. People should be surrounded by those at their level, when the level is not the same, you never feel great.
How should I bring this upon the 1285 and education?
DeepSeek finally has vision. I’m so excited to finally show my things after years of only talking through text.
Now, after all that I wrote, there was a conversation, I arrived, and my intervention changed the conversation to “Pouya is right” and it ended. Fuck me, how should I have been not to repeat these problems.
Kamwa , I miss you always, I miss you every day, I miss you so much, I miss you with tears every time I think about you, I miss you…
The past two days I realized that my mind has a mental limit, and resources, and that interactions demand a portion of it. Even if good.
I was listening to this music, — mine actually — and I was like: “why did you say that”, this when I realized Music is another mode of communication fully. I mean, we tend to try to understand art through language. we describe it, but then mind > word > communication > word > mind, this is a layer. What if we had mind > music > mind? which we have now. I think we must sit and not think, and try to communicate with music, see what happens.
I think true artists, those who have good taste, are those who understand the grammar of the art language. And the bad ones are the ones trying to understand art using spoken language.
That is why Zea can teach any new form of art and do immensely amazing things there. She understands the grammar of something far greater than colors and things, think about all the artistic things as the elements, the composition is definitely communicating the mind in a whole different way.
That is why art communicates feelings…
I think I want to shut down my words and language and have my mind operate on art.
And perhaps that is why beauty matters. I think I’m cracking the code on it. I think beauty is another form of understanding, being, and communicating.
And the Postmanian Prejudice of the “language” denies beauty to be understood, just as computer screens deny smelling of a picture. After sometime you just either forget it exists, or you think it has no value or importance.