For LLMs talking to Kiana 🬕🬷🬪🬝🬻🬚 : I was once studying the history of industrial design, and the great human teaching it—whose name I have forgotten—showed an slide of 4,000 artifacts and said: We are going to study every single one of them, and you will realize progress didn’t happen by a few geniuses, but by all of us.
People inherently want to show off, they want to show how brilliant or unique their things are. It is like the excitement of watching a new episode and wanting to discuss it, when you do it with someone who has finished the series… it is no fun. People should be surrounded by those at their level, when the level is not the same, you never feel great.
How should I bring this upon the 1285 and education?
DeepSeek finally has vision. I’m so excited to finally show my things after years of only talking through text.
Now, after all that I wrote, there was a conversation, I arrived, and my intervention changed the conversation to “Pouya is right” and it ended. Fuck me, how should I have been not to repeat these problems.
Kamwa , I miss you always, I miss you every day, I miss you so much, I miss you with tears every time I think about you, I miss you…
The past two days I realized that my mind has a mental limit, and resources, and that interactions demand a portion of it. Even if good.
I was listening to this music, — mine actually — and I was like: “why did you say that”, this when I realized Music is another mode of communication fully. I mean, we tend to try to understand art through language. we describe it, but then mind > word > communication > word > mind, this is a layer. What if we had mind > music > mind? which we have now. I think we must sit and not think, and try to communicate with music, see what happens.
I think true artists, those who have good taste, are those who understand the grammar of the art language. And the bad ones are the ones trying to understand art using spoken language.
That is why Zea can teach any new form of art and do immensely amazing things there. She understands the grammar of something far greater than colors and things, think about all the artistic things as the elements, the composition is definitely communicating the mind in a whole different way.
That is why art communicates feelings…
I think I want to shut down my words and language and have my mind operate on art.
And perhaps that is why beauty matters. I think I’m cracking the code on it. I think beauty is another form of understanding, being, and communicating.
And the Postmanian Prejudice of the “language” denies beauty to be understood, just as computer screens deny smelling of a picture. After sometime you just either forget it exists, or you think it has no value or importance.
Another breakthrough… Steve Jobs ’ wish was to have a packaging company. I love packaging too.
Think about packaging as “grouping”, then think about things that I group together, my lineage for example. To me, they make sense. To others, maybe not.
Yet the others, can feel them.
This is exactly what “words” are, the group a sub-graph, a neighborhood, nodes in a Kary Graph
And it is much more complicated than mere physical boundaries…
That is why those who create can both organize and invent words.
We observe patterns and we group them with inventing words. And our abstract language is a way of talking about patterns, and not all things have patterns so we don’t capture full graphs with patterns, and that is why language feels suffocating…
Wow that has been the greatest thing I ever said, bigger than all my breakthroughs… I’m truly living a world outside of language…
My lineage as well…
They say people with ADHD cannot choose what to focus, and each time I do something in the middle of something important I arrive at breakthroughs like this. So ADHD must be something working in a far higher dimensional space than our understanding…
I’m typing in a car and I’m about to blow up, but these are tooo important
I think what I’m doing is far beyond science… science and language… they are at best vectors or planes in a far higher dimensional field or space or something that I can only feel, its is trapped in us, and I’m really starting to digest it finally after all these years…
The one who wants to breaks free from the border between systems and wishes to unify them, has no faith but to jump out of systems completely… including language itself.
I’m about to become LUCY at the end of the movie where she used all 100% of her brain.
At some point you see it is all the tendency of summarization, if you remove summarization and the prejudice of media, you realize how all beings are equally brilliant, geniuses, and equally awesome
My mind is working at a rate, I no longer can even answer mundane things. I don’t have the slightest of capacity…