There is nothing in the world that is more horrible than missing Kamwa .
Honestly, each time my language becomes grandiose, when I talk about changing the whole world and stuff, this is a part of me afraid of being a nobody. Something in my doesn’t want to accept that others are better than me, more important than me, that I’m inferior.
And so that part of me fights to be valuable. It’s not that I want to be more than others, it’s that I don’t want to be less than others. And to be not less, you have to be the max.
I somehow think my work has a very big potential, and that it will never happen for a day that they are discovered and used. So I guess I fantasies about them having changed civilization and stuff.
Don’t take these things as my grandiosity… it’s just a little energy to pass on each day…