I’m thinking that we love patterns and the moment we put too much of things together these patterns vanish. So we no longer have that sense of compression that eases the mind.

Think about the way in which industrial design works; it works with very simple and elegant shapes; mind can remember such things and that is amazing.

On the other hand think about how we do experience the unknown; part of us goes up; in the nature for example; there are just so many things to remember — which simply is impossible — and therefore one has to relax and let go; while for example in my room; I am aware of every single little element of the room and that simply gives me so much stress.

Okay I cracked something entirely else as it seems. The reason the imperfections of texture; film grain; noise of the vinyl; and in the meta level the beauty of hand writing; humanly drawn Animation; … Things like a hand crafted things and such.

There is that problem there as well, and therefore we will have the opportunity of only having the portions that matter in our mind.

All of this can only be here because of my ADHD and others don’t experience it. But if they do; then things will be very interesting.

I can feel the weight of simulating all the things that I know and are in abstract form very simple in my mind; but then this has been also the engine of understanding and growth.