I see that my ADHD condition forces me to seek a very deliberate isolation. As every data point and every conversation literally makes me process that information; and as Luhmann would say “irritates” me. So I guess it simply explains why as a social person; I seek a long time for solitude and why some company simply overwhelms me.
I have given the situation in the First Island a lot order, and things are coming to a good place.
So much inefficiency in running a prototype. So many people involved.
Have NDA with absolutely everybody.
I just realized that I have no patience for interpreting my graph to others. I want my graph to be given to others and then for others to do the job of interpreting. It is like the rest of my life that I don’t want to do repetitive work.
What about “Kary Mechanics” making our surname the name for the new physics. That is much better. I’ll leave something for the world to remember me somehow.