There is a second rule of thermodynamics in the creative processes which means every actor of a group has their own agenda, and so once can put the force to align them, but they will go other directions eventually.
And I was also looking at it personally. I cannot put my focus on making things for more than a certain amount of time. At best, I can focus for a few pages a day, not a whole book.
People think of Wozniak as such a great genius that made apple and Jobs took it away from him… Unpopular opinion: After all of these years he is worse than a junior person. He did a cool teenage project and now is getting fed by it without getting any progress.
And look at Apple today, it is far far far different than that teenage stupid thing he is stuck at.
Since I was a very young kid; I was involved with the mystery of what is pretending and what is being authentic. My father — being the person he is — was always saying that reality shows and all the things you see in television is scripted and fake. On the other hand my mom used to think with herself about why musicians have these gestures or mimes when playing their instruments. (like a Pianist just going to the zone)
And what turns out is :fermata: that when I look at all other people I ask myself “Are they genuine?” :fermata: I could not understand some characters in the movies and thought they are fictional — who talks like that? — well turns out many people; and I played Piano and became the person my mom thought about. And one of my teachers went to a reality show and I knew he was not an actor. So why was this? At some point I had the conclusion that I am not real; that our family is not real that we think like this because the whole world seems to be like that; but turns out that also the others think about that vagueness and pretending and it became really hard.
Many years of this and I get introduced to the brilliant and only Hans Georg Moeller and Paul D’Ambrosio and read about Genuine Pretending and Profilicity. They changed my life in understanding that everyone is always pretending. Having lived with my cats for those years and having had much conversation with everyone I could made me and began to notice just how different their mind is to mine. We have a shared sense of believing we know what we are talking about — say this is a pen; — but we have vastly different meanings behind those. And this is how I could have detected the existence of hyper-message . To see the dream and dreams we live inside of. To see that all we talk about are subject of being elements within a dream. Elements that make sense to us but not everyone — by everyone I both mean other species and humans with different Cultural Graphs .
So what happens then is we find ourselves in a position that I also had another experience that was key here and it was the observation of businesses. The fact that whatever you make has a target audience. If you make really stupid things; you will find a great target audience of people who love such things. and so thinking about all of this we get to a point of really seeing different actors moving and working with their own very rules and destinations. I was watching this video now and it had this person who was looking like they were being very performative — while they were not — and so I was surely amazed. Why can’t I accept my own findings and accept that all people are very different?
I guess I am better at things that are not aligned with that… This is somewhat killing me now. The truth that Ruliad showed is really giving me a hard time; because it shows that my idea of Threshold of The Reverse Viewpoint maps to the General Relativity and since I have put the weight of relativity on the threshold ; it has become even harder and more devastating. The point that everything is based on the relativity and that there is no real point of reference is very devastating.
People — those I know — say we have to become scientists and get educated… And then you see someone going to pursue making money in the bazaar and they make way more money than the other; live a better life… And then you think about the judgments.
There is this woman I know; Irina Lozovaya Lozovaya who is a nude model and photographer. She is in love with what she does; she has a busy life going here and there taking photos. She knows so many people in her profession and works with so many great people. If she was doing anything else; her work would have gotten a serious treatment that deserves a hardworking person. But then; she is not getting that and it will — at least for a great time to come — be synonymous with Porn and everything about that… What I love about her; is the professional way she describes her work. And you can simply see that her frame of reference is different. And then you follow her to the world of Artistic Nude Photography and see it exists; people are free there. And that is strange. Not all people have to win Nobel Prizes to be great. Maybe even the Nobel Prize is stupid.
And so you see what happens now? I know that everything in the world I live is a system and I know that none of them are complete. I have been a systems designer all my life and I know that no ruleset can contain everything. So do you see what is happening here?
This is the hyper-message making a frame of reference bolder. Actually it is the cultural graphs dominating the world and I quite hate that. Maybe the world has to get out of these towers. It really is hard imagining life outside the towers…
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But there are sons and daughters and widows and very close friends who are completely bemused and completely upset. And yet again, we’re celebrating, we are remembering Steve ’s life, and at the same time, beautifully choreographed, is the release of a movie. And I don’t recognize this person at all. I’m sorry to sound a bit grumpy about it, but I just find it ever so sad. Because, you know, he had his triumphs and his tragedies like us all. Unlike most of us, he’s having his identity described, defined by a whole bunch of other people.